"I think we should try again."I longed to hear him say that a million other times and now I don't need to hear it anymore but there it is. Back when we broke up and then when I tried to come to peace with endings I wanted to hear that he missed me, that I was special... to hear it now floors me. It takes away some of the sting from those memories.
"What? Where's this coming from?"
"I dated a lot of other girls and no one is as kind as you."
"Well, we understand each other, we've kindof been through a lot."
"I think we would be happy together."
"I'm seeing someone right now. Your timing sucks!"
"Well, think about it."
MR doesn't want us as a long-term thing and has been very honest and up-front... but I adore him and do not want to see anyone else right now. But that conversation stirred something and soothed it. Thank you, aqua-eyed boy. Thank you.