Amazing boyfriend grows even more incredible by the day. I'm so happy I can hardly stand it. I keep thinking it sounds ridiculous to explain, how could I possibly convey this wonderful connection, but those who know me seem to understand this isn't like me, that I'm not the type to run around gushing.
We have this uber bond that keeps growing deeper even when I think it's reached some kind of maximum. Like, "okay, this is the top of the line of happiness and contentment, cool, cool" and then he does something, like appear in my door, face slightly flushed from the cold, scarf wrapped tightly around his neck and I am suddenly flooded with love because there he is, still so new but smiling that special smile I have come to revere in our most intimate moments. Or we are watching a movie, all cozy under a fleece throw and I am convinced there is no greater heaven than next to his side, cuddled together and laughing. Or he brings me tea made his special way, or reaches for me in the morning, wrapping his big arms around me, murmuring love notes and pulling me close.
Oh, I thought I knew love before. I had no idea.
"We always believe our first love is our last, and our last love our first." ~George John Whyte-Melville
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