Tuesday, October 23, 2012

meh, finalized.

We talked. It's over. I ended it. But my instincts were correct.

I just deleted my online dating accounts. I don't want to date anyone anymore right now. I will spend the winter reading novels. Fuck love.

You know, we weren't emotionally attached so why do I feel so shitty?

2 comments:

  1. THe loss is real. The (feeling of) hope being dashed are the heart strings stretched, as they (your heart, mind and spleen) were open to change, to a new possibility.

    Love is a by product and should not be "the" goal. Rest your heart (mind, spleen and the rest of you)

    The most terrible advice I could give you right now is, "The time that you make for yourself, to be comfortable in your own skin, and confident in yourself...that you are least likely to need a relationship and most likely to stumble into one. Confident independent women are the most attractive IMHO."
    - M.O.

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  2. Gah. Sorry you're feeling shitty.

    But proud of you for taking the steps you need to and not passively letting others steer you.

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